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The Struggle Is Real

Le me at work.

Google is being dumb

I'm posting this to test my blogger app because I have posted like five posts and they won't publish. And this makes me very angry.

Maybe it's because they had pictures attached to them or maybe it's because Google is dumb. I don't know. And then they get deleted without it publishing to my blog.

I'm so annoyed.

GOOGLE YOU NEED TO FIX THIS NOW PLEASE.

Ugggh.... Nightmares...

I'm not really sure what to write about, all I know I have to write something.

It feels like someone has placed my head in between a pair of vise grips and tightened them into my temples.

My eyes are so heavy but I really don't want to sleep. I want to stay up and write. But coffee burns my stomach and I have to wake up early in the morning.

Reading is out of the option, all of the words on the page blur together, or they flip upside down and backwards, making me question if its even written in english.

Netflix? I'm actually on a Netflix cleanse so that is also not in the realm of possibilities. Netflix is a thief because it steals all of my time.

Never mind maybe it is time for me to go to sleep, it just took me 10 minutes to decide if I spelt the word thief right. And it still don't seem right to me.

My brains slowly shutting down and I think I might just let myself drift away. Escape into dreamland. Which hasn't been a dreamland but more like nightmare-opolis.

Don't you hate those night when you're so exhausted but you don't get a good night's sleep? Because when you close your eyes you enter into a place that is worse than anything you've ever faced in your reality.

Gosh. I could write horror stories. Like H.P Lovecraft and Stephen King horror stories.

I don't know what it is. I guess when you are trying to serve Jesus and live for him the devil gets desperate and tries other means of torture. Getting inside your dreams because not matter how fast you run in them, you can't escape. Until you wake up. But even then it seems like the monster is still there. Lurking about. Waiting for you to close your eyes so it attack again.

I pray I have no nightmares tonight. I need the sleep. No, I'm getting the sleep. I'm just not getting the rest.

So I'll say good night. Don't let the bed bugs bite.

Nevermore

Book Hangover: Legend

It is currently 2:47 am on March 12th 2015. I just finished reading Champion, the last book in Marie Lu's Legend trilogy.

And, oh my gosh........ what an ending. I won't spoil it for anyone but, I cant. I just can't right now. What a perfect bitter sweat ending. Easily my favorite series of all time behind Harry Potter. It's not anything like Divergent or Hunger Games. It's on a level by itself. The storyline is so unique and the characters are incredible. The world sucks you in from the moment you start to read the first page. EVERYONE GO READ THIS BOOK!

I don't even know what to write about, I just can't believe it's over. I'm going to be reading the epilogue for the next 5 weeks because I just can't get over it. I want more Day and June. I NEED MORE DAY AND JUNE IT JUST CAN'T END LIKE THAT. I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE THE REPUBLIC OF AMERICA. WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE OVER.

ASDFGHJKL.

Please excuse me while I try to steal my heart back from Marie Lu because she stole it the minute in started reading Legend.

P.s I literally cannot even, I can't even, I am unable to even, I have lost the ability to even, I am so not even!!!!! 

P.p.s comment below to start a petition for Marie Lu to write more Legend books. We need more June and Day.

Librarian Perks

I honestly have the best bosses in world. So today one of my managers went out to, I can't remember the name, but it was a book warehouse that was going out of business so they were giving away free books to libraries.

Well my amazing manager got tons of books for our lovely library and our future little free libraries. While she was there she kept me and my love of poetry and Doctor Who in mind and brought me back, "A thousand mornings" by Mary Oliver, "Rope" by Alison Hawthorne Deming, "An Almost Pure Empty Walking" by Tryfon Tolides. And the piece de la resistance "The Wheel of Ice" by Stephen Baxter (insert doo weee dooos). As well as a Wreck This Journal. I've wanted one for the longest time and almost did back flips when I saw it was mine.

Getting new books is awesome and it's even more awesome when you get them for free because book warehouses just give them away to libraries and then library managers give them to awesome library employees.

Don't be jealous of my librarian perks.

If you read any these titles let me know what you thought of them, I haven't had a chance to dive into them yet.